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i have been in the weirdest moods. ill go from really stoked to just sick of everything in an instant. i am getting ridiculously sick of listening to people talk, whether it is in a conversation with someone or reading what people say on the internet via myspace, facebook, messageboards whatever. shit is fucking ridiculous. i feel that i am in desperate need of a drastic change in my life but dont know where to start. i love all my friends and i would like to think they love me back but i have a really hard time just staying stagnant and living a very predictable life. maybe i am just expecting to much out of everything and everyone or maybe i am not trying hard enough to start one of those drastic changes. the only thing i know that is true is the love i get from erin. sometimes she gets on my nerves and sometimes i react to it but in the end i know that she loves me and i love her more than anyone could imagine. i just dont know i guess. i am excited about tour but at the same time i want to just say fuck it and just fucking go away for a while. maybe move back into my moms, or find a job or just live on my own. i was thinking the other night, laying in bed trying to sleep, about this idea i have had for about 3 or 4 years. i just want to completely drop off the face of the earth and move to the cayman islands. my parents know some people down there that could help me out until i got on my feet and i think that it would be the best just to plop myself into a world that is, for the most part, completely alien to me. i have been down there for vacation a few times but it would be so crazy to actually reside there. i dont know just fucking pick up surfing and work at some shitty bar, or maybe even pursuing an acoustic solo project and just play small shows just to survive. somthing needs to happen. that or ill wake up in a totally different mood tomorrow. i am not saying that i am the only one in the world that has these random thoughts popping in and out of my head because i am sure 90 percent of the population my age thinks about these things, i just wanted to type it out to make myself feel better. to put it somewhere. i think, but dont want to over think, alot of personal problems that i have are starting to get to me. i need to change the way i view certain things and i need to change the way i act in certain situations. maybe, just maybe i believe that will help me get over this weird pathetic hump.

"the serpent's teeth, sink so deep"

i dont really post on here alot but i am bored.

i am on tour, just about to go home.

call me past monday to hang out.

its 308 in the am and i really should get some sleep but i cant. we are about to leave for a month on tour. i am really excited and kind of nervous. i finally get to see new york city, the fucking statue of liberty. and alot of other fucking places and states i would never get a chance to see if i wasnt in a band. i have to take a poop so hold on......that was a good poop. yea. i am kind of hypocritical when it comes to things like these "blog" websites. why would i want to read everyones plea for attention or people fishing for compliments. i guess its just the ones written by the people i dont like, but im not friends with them on here, but whatever. i am listening to hatebreed. it rules.

i am going to miss my girlfriend alot. she means the world to me and i think our relationship is strong enough to with stand while i am out being a super awesome gig lord. and im gonna miss my friends here but i am sure it will fun, i mean i dont have to do anything but play music that i enjoy everynight.

i am sick of typing, shit fuck shit. boners.

BLA BLA BLA 

BOO HOOO HOOOOO

MY LIFE SUCKS.

i just cant delete it cuz i LOOOVE to lurk.

CHYEAH!

gett jiggy wit it BAYBAY

when i saw paris in flames

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8th grade. party